Jan the 31st <3

January 31, 2007

Has it been this long? Has it been this fast?... when did is started ticking? when did it stop? has it? what stopped it? did it? What is life when there are no answers to whats ahead.. why do people go tru life doing the thinks they do without knowing if by any chance.. there will be a forked road where there are 2 options that would alter our faith forever.

Ever wonder what the untaken route would have lead to for better or for worse? Maybe in another timeline in an exact replica of an existing sphere around us.. i might find those freaking forsaken answers...

Todays important for me.. it probably always will.. heck it always will !!! I cant see beyond what i already percept for it pains me .. to look back and forth.. past and future... im not gonna go around assuming nor judging the very blueprint that has now turned to dust..

Doesnt it feels like yesterday that youve got ur whole life planned out.. but it feels like forever to see it through right now....