Saturday, May 19, 2007

SICK

Does anyone else find it slightly upsetting when people automatically think they know what's best for people they don't even know? Unless you know either of these people personally, I hardly think you have the authority on who is "out of their league" or not. Obviously if they are together, engaged or not, there's a reason.

There's more to life (and relationships) than looks. What good is it if you're with a beautiful person but they have no personality? Looks fade, personalities don't.

Friday, May 18, 2007

My fav song to sing when im down...

[Intro:]
F# F#/B C#sus

F#
Everytime I think of you
F#/B C#sus
I always catch my breath
F#
I'm still standing here
And your miles away
F#/B C#sus
And I wonder why you left me
D#m BMaj7 C#sus
And there's a storm that's raging through my frozen heart tonight


C#
I hear your name in certain circles
F#/B C#sus
And it always makes me smile
F#
I spent my time just thinkin about you
F#/B
And its almost driving me wild

[Bridge:]
D#m D#m7 C#sus
But its my heart thats beggin down this long distance line tonight

[Chorus:]
C# F#Maj7
And/But I ain't missin' you at all
B C#sus
Since you've been gone... Away
F#Maj7
I ain't missin' you
B
No matter what I might/my friends say


C#sus F#
There's a message in the wires
F#/B
And I am sendin' you a signal tonight
C#sus F#
You don't know how desperate I've become
F#/B
And It looks like I'm loosein' this fight

[Bridge:] [my same chords......]

But it's my heart that's breakin' down this long dusty road of mine

[Chorus:]

[same chords.....]

And there's a message that I'm sendin' out
Like a telograph to you or something
I can't bridge this distance
Honey, stop this heart ache all alone

I ain't missin' you at all
Since you've been gone... Away
I ain't missin' you
No matter what my friends say
I ain't missin' you
Since you've been gone... Away
I ain't missin you
Yeah, no matter what your friends say

Hey yeah, yeah yeah yeah

I ain't missin you at all
Since you've been gone... Away
I ain't missin' you
Nooo

Great friends

thanks for the support bro. But i dont want to love again. Why would i want that? Im still very much in love and if it ever ends... hell its not gona start.. because i dont want to. No reason to as well. Love is so unnesecarry if its not with the person u want it to be. Love is not a NEED.. its a WANT. I dont need another love. The last think i ever want is a lovely romance with another girl. It's god damn unnecesarry and the happiness will never be the same again. I have a great bunch of friends. Im thankful for that.

Nomatter what others say. I've already found my soulmate and i rather die then find another. I'd rather be single rather then find another because the happiness will only be momentary but deep within u still feel empty... and its unfair for the other party. However the coin ends flipping... i deserve everything im gonna get and im well aware of it.

Have you ever felt complete as one... as a whole? This feeling makes knowing her a No regret nomatter what the outcome will be... or has already been....

Thursday, May 17, 2007

Damn it!!

I missed the chance to watch number 23 by jim jim... :( Been going out every single day and coming home in the midnight.....
whenever im out... i feel happy... it's been quite long since i went to da cinema since
my movie kaki buddies are out of town... Its quite sad that all my close friends stay so far away
When im back home... i think of u.... im afraid of hurting... afraid of confrontation.... 
afraid of revelation... afraid of the truth.... that is why i dont go online.... that is why i dont
call you often... that is why i dont msg you often. Whenever i msg u.. i really cant help it because
im crying as i type... im sorry... i miss uUu

What the fuck is wrong with people these days..

If you have saw or heard about the bakuteh case.. den u will feel exactly the way i do. The world is more fucked than ever before and those worried about little things should really open their perspective further. I dont really fuck up other peoples life for my sadistic wellbeing..... so i guese im really entitled to what i do... as long as i dont fuck up others. But those mfukin gunmans or heartless bastards should really be shot in the head. Sometimes i wish i was a superhero.. not like Mr. Spidey but a dark gothic VAMP almost like Hellsing... to torment those bastards... hell yeah they deserve eternal torment... burn in hell. Anyway... aren't vampire potrayed in movies sexy... isnt sucking blood @ the neck... sexy and painless? Unlike a machete wielding berzerker. And btw vamps in buffy is friggin ugly............ not those types.
The PALE type is more to my liking. Too bad there is no haloween here. 

Sunday, May 13, 2007

today...

Damn paiseh... just finish cc.. full mar.. den me and WH one side... ch and J the other. We fin play de then went down and bayar.. den come back up.. i saw chee seng.. (gray shirt) then i went there and massage him like i normally do then i said "wei fast la" ... then the guy look back.. with a priceless expression of OMFG.. BIN GOH LEI GEH!! then i was like.. OMFG... WTF BBQ PORK CHOP SAUCE!! ... CHO YAN!! pai seh like hell.. WH there beh tahan wana laugh till die... wtffffffffffffffffffffff =.= pai sehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh =.=
then i was like AHHH MOU YI SI AH.. den he just smile.. i was like.. WTF MAN =.= his gf somemore beside... wah kau.. lucky i din cha his po.. later i die gaox100000000000000!!

chillin

PD was fun. Thanks guys for da suprise. luv u guyz. great friends... =)

Thursday, May 03, 2007

This aint a love song

Intro

E----------------------------------------------
B-9-9-9-9-7--7-7-9-9h11------------------------
G-----------------------9--9-6-4--6-6p4--------
D---------------------------------------6-4----
A----------------------------------------------
E----------------------------------------------

Verse

E B D
I should have seen it coming when roses died
A Am
Should have seen the end of summer in your eyes
E
I should have listened when you said good night
B
You really meant good bye
E B D
Baby, ain't it funny, how you never ever learn to fall
A Am
You're really on your knees, when you think you're standing tall
E B
But only fools are "know-it-alls" and I played that fool for you


E------------------------------------
B------------------------------------
G------------------------------------
D------------------------------------
A-2-4-7-7-4-2-2-0--------------------
E------------------------------------

Pre-Chorus

A
I cried and I cried
C#m B
There were nights that died for you baby
A C#m B
I tried and I tried to deny that your love drove me crazy, baby

Chorus
E B
If the love that I got for you is gone
C#m A
If the river I cried ain't that long
E B A
Then I'm wrong, yeah I'm wrong, this ain't a love song

Verse 2

Baby, I thought you and me would stand the test of time
Like we got away with the perfect crime but
We were just a legend in my mind
I guess that I was blind
Remember those nights dancing at the masquerade
The clowns wore smiles that wouldn't fade
You and I were the renegades, some things never change

Pre-Chorus

It made me so mad 'cause I wanted it bad for us baby
Now it's so sad that whatever we had, ain't worth saving

Chorus

If the love that I got for you is gone
If the river I've cried ain't that long
Then I'm wrong, yes I'm wrong, this ain't a love song
If the pain that I'm feeling so strong
Is the reason that I'm holding on
Then I'm wrong, yeah I'm wrong - this ain't a love song

Pre Chorus

I cried and I cried
There were nights that I died for you baby
I tried and I tried to deny that your love drove me crazy
Chorus

If the love that I got for you is gone
If the river I cried ain't that long
Then I'm wrong, yeah I'm wrong - this ain't no love song
If the pain that I'm feeling so strong
Is the reason that I'm holding on
Then I'm wrong, yeah I'm wrong - this ain't a love song
Then I'm wrong, yeah I'm wrong - this ain't a love song
Yes, I'm wrong, yeah, I'm wrong - this ain't a love song