Damn it!!
I missed the chance to watch number 23 by jim jim... :( Been going out every single day and coming home in the midnight.....
whenever im out... i feel happy... it's been quite long since i went to da cinema since
my movie kaki buddies are out of town... Its quite sad that all my close friends stay so far away
When im back home... i think of u.... im afraid of hurting... afraid of confrontation....
afraid of revelation... afraid of the truth.... that is why i dont go online.... that is why i dont
call you often... that is why i dont msg you often. Whenever i msg u.. i really cant help it because
im crying as i type... im sorry... i miss uUu
whenever im out... i feel happy... it's been quite long since i went to da cinema since
my movie kaki buddies are out of town... Its quite sad that all my close friends stay so far away
When im back home... i think of u.... im afraid of hurting... afraid of confrontation....
afraid of revelation... afraid of the truth.... that is why i dont go online.... that is why i dont
call you often... that is why i dont msg you often. Whenever i msg u.. i really cant help it because
im crying as i type... im sorry... i miss uUu
posted by Julio at 3:41 PM
1 Comments:
well, that explains why i don't see you online anymore..
dude, no one deserves to be alone or to have his/her heart broken.. so you can't really say that you deserve what you're going through at the moment.. i know how much she means to you and honestly man, i admire the way you still care for her and love her eventhough things are the way they are now..
if i understand correctly, it seems that she's given up on love and doesn't believe in it anymore.. but i know if there's one person who can make her believe in it again, it's you.. now i'm not encouraging that you spend your entire life doing that cuz Heaven knows how long that'll take and i won't want to see you waste your life away..
but if it's one thing that i do know is that whether you make a wise decision or a stupid one, i'll stick with you till you get it done.. it doesn't mean i agree with you but if that's what you want to do then i'm with you all the way!
after all, i know what it's like to not give up on the things that matters the most to us.. =) i understand the feeling.. well, honestly man, i respect that you're still on about keeping your promises to her and i know you wanna see it out to the end but keep in mind that if she ever finds someone else, those promises and responsibility will go to her new guy okay??
but don't be sad cuz when one door closes, many more will open... i know it's hard for you to see that now but i believe that someday you'll meet someone who'll make you fall in love again.. it could still be her.. but it could also be someone else.. don't run away from what hurts you man.. face it and although it'll hurt like hell at 1st, the pain will soon go away after all..
i know, i did that 3 times! =) i did it when i broke up with her.. i did it when i faced diane after being dumped by her and i did it again when i had to act like i didn't tell ally how i felt about her when i already did and she continue to treat me as if i didn't.. and you know what? i think i've lost ally as a friend as she's not replied any messages i've sent to her over the past few months..
it hurts man.. even till now and i always thought that after my break up with yz, ally was the one for me and when she wasn't, i totally lost hope on love.. though things aren't really looking brigther for me now, somehow i know deep inside of me that it will get better.. =) and i know it will for you too man..
so don't avoid yen sze and all.. the more you face the harshness of life, the easier it is to overcome any obstacle that it throws at you, or rather any obstacle that satan throws at you.. =) you'll love again man.. i know you will! =)
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