What an epic journey...

Sometimes I wonder am i living a lie... or is the lie engulfing my life? either way... i lose! Tears filled my eyes with sorrow... i believe with every sorrow, there is a new beginning.. to forget all your past and move on in life. It happened too fast, before I could catch my breath... I can still feel the
wind surpassing my pace.. im broken and its only a matter of time before I shatter.. the irony of
it is not self inflicting.. but like a shattered particle and tattered flesh..  onced glued together...
will only hurt others! I never did think I would be capable of feeling this way... I never knew I could ever hold on for this long... given my past and all...

Im growing up day by day, can you listen to the voices in your head telling you that
time is of the fucking essence? GOD I hate shallowness! nomatter what I do, I always had to do
it the hard way... I had to love to hate... and hate to love.. and find love when I think im not In love.. and find emptiness.. when im finally in love...