Bday bash
In the wee morning at 1 am today.. went for spa and sauna with the group. My gosh.. a whole new experience. Sweat till beh tahan.. went upstairs to relax. Of course there were massage girls standing in line. All the guys was like checking em out but i felt kinda sad when i look at them. I hate to see them being treated as items.. and i feel sad looking at their attire.. reminds me of her.. hers.. i only want to think about her.. and no one else. Hmm.. went back at 5.. slept for around 1 hour plus before rushing to the morning class at 8am. Today felt like throwing up numerous times.. havent eaten yet.. dont have appetite. Dont wana eat anything. I feel so broken.. deep inside.. my heart aches so badly.. i really cant sleep. Its like you are breathing in air.. but there is a deep void in the chest.. and its engulfing your soul day by day.. every single second.. i treasure us.. padlock it adi.. there is no air left for anyone else. Sad aint it.. hmmmm.. i just wanna stay with you in this moment forever
posted by Julio at 9:02 PM
1 Comments:
yes it is man, it's sad and it's depressing and it hurts.. but it's also stupid if you just put aside everything else and shut your heart completely.. that's just plain dumb man..
i'm not quite clear on the situation cuz i'm not really sure on what's going on but if what i think is true from reading from the previous post, it seems that she's found someone new.. someone who has taken the place in her heart which was once yours..
if that really is true, then it's time for you to move on as well.. you might not believe it but i've been through what you're going through at the moment.. i've felt the hurt and the pain as well.. it may not be the same completely but it still has similarities..
move on man.. it's in the past now.. and there's nothing you can do to change it.. so leave it behind or it'll just slow you down.. it can be something to look back on from time to time but that's it.. don't let it hold you back.. make it spur you on in life man.. take the good and leave out the bad.. take the good with you and leave the bad behind..
but i'm sure you'll be fine soon enough.. if anything, i'm here aight? =) ciao man.. Yahveh bless!
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